disturbia…

why is this happening? When you have absolutely nothing to do and there’s so much time but you’re NOT getting anything productive done, then you know you’ve done it… You’ve let your little poor life slide down to the dirty armpits of hell…

well, ugly betty is now taking a little longer to load so i’ve decided to blog… i woke up at 10 and the buffer speed has been quite fast till now… darn have to wait every few minutes to see what happens next…

past few weeks/months have been the most stressful and tiring months of my life, seems that i’ve been going on and on at it that when i have time to rest like NOW where there’s practically no school i just simply breakdown and die because i don’t know what to do… of course we’re always on about our ideals and how we want to work on our designs and whatever crap when we have free time… but the truth is more often than not we end up in front of a screen stoning off… i’m feeling really crappy right now… *sigh*… haha

schools been slack but i’ve still been going to school for main comm stuff and all… we’re all suffering luh, in what way is this an enriching and nurturing experience that we can learn and grow from? hahaha, thankless tasks, unwanted stresses and irritating people… we’re just a pound full of crazy-ass bitches waiting to bite each others’ heads off… haha, but we’d never admit it right… hahaha…

ugly betty stopped loading… depressed… haha…

now time for silly pictures… hahaha of course with a running commentary…

eh i hope melvin doesn’t get pissed about this… haha … but this is absolutely hilarious… hahaha i had to drag him around the room to wake him up okay, give me some credit…

KEZIA HAS A NICE HAIRDO… i’m a genius yes…

hahaha, and since we were in the lounge and whilst they still left random stuff around the room i got happy with the ladle… hahaha

it’s chrystal’s butt by the way…

who looked so cute last time!!!

mummy shoes courtesy of sharleen…

and a lizard we saw on the way back from the bubble tea treat… still trying to figure out how the hell clement and i ended up owing sharleen so many bubble teas… but, still cute lizard anyway…

just laugh at it cuz it’s cute… hahah

oh oh oh! i like this one! this is denise and yunxi puking after eating… hahaha welcome to the tp bulimic club… hahaha we pat each other’s backs while we puke… ahha…

donson cleaning his acrylic with a pad… hahaha…

emo sunset view from the lounge… think… Coldplay’s “Yellow” playing in the background. hahaha it’s so emo please… hahaha i’d bug kezia to sing yellow everytime we see this… hahaha

i realised that so many of my pictures are from school, hahah need to get out more… meet up with other people like meifeng and caroline and all the other people that i used to go out with… it just happens so quick when something consumes you and you have no other life anymore, i feel like i’m looking forward to nothing else except more events… there’s nothing else on my head anymore… feel like shit luh…

needs to club and let loose somehow… MOS? hahaha, needs to find back that meaning in life, or a direction, some purpose… there isn’t anymore meaning in being someone people look up to when there’s nothing to follow in that person after all…

amos calls… supposed to go shooting with him today but he woke up, very appropriately an hour later than, as i expected, the time we were supposed to meet… haha so hopefully when we walk around today i’ll get inspired or something, back to the last bit of ugly betty before i head out the door…

cheers!